I walk my way

2/17/2012
11:00 PM

Yay, I got my JLPT results and got full marks. Whee. I'm happy I got full marks but I regretted taking N4 instead of N3. lol..

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2/16/2012
1:01 AM

When I'm supposed to do something I have never done before, I was get kind of nervous and irritated. Bleh.

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2/14/2012
2:59 AM

I really can't handle kids...

zz....... regretting now.

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2/12/2012
9:58 PM

I realised that I really dislike a Chinese-speaking environment. :/

Maybe it is just that I want to run away from something I'm bad at. It is really vexing to struggle to speak the language when I have to, and have people stare at me with the "Shouldn't you be good at it since it is your mother tongue?" look.

Bleh...

Since Chinese is my roots, I feel a bit guilty for not trying to improve it...but.. it really takes a lot of time to improve in a language. I'm not really interested in Chinese and I have better things to do.

I hope that when I graduate, I will find a job that does not require me to converse in that language.

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2/02/2012
12:47 AM

Sometimes stupid things people do make me feel like that age does not really matter in the level of maturity one has. Either that it is just me being immature but not knowing it. -.-"

O well.. at least I'm not making a fuss over things that should be acceptable, nor do I set double standards.

Actually I am pretty pissed but there is no point making a fuss and causing everyone else to be unhappy too.

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1/12/2012
11:58 PM

I realised I have wasted most of my day watching anime, facebooking and playing games.

:( :( :(

I shall resolve to stop games completely. Cut down on watching anime and study Japanese or heat transfer during my free time.

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1/08/2012
8:23 PM

Had my first (two) Japanese lessons today.

Boy it was nice listening to Japanese people speaking Japanese again (at a level comprehensible to me).
But I realised I'm really lacking in my vocab and my kanji though. Just today I forgot how to write 夏 o.O I guess this is what happens when you study Japanese through the internet and not bother to learn how to write vocab from the textbook.

O well.. it's fun learning Japanese from a classroom environment again but there's so much homework!!! Esp the prep class!! At least I have a week to do it.

I should start studying Heat Transfer from my Jap textbook... T.T have not started on it although I told myself I would start on it after the exams. It is just so intimidating, it being all in Japanese. Wondered how my senior survived lessons in complete Japanese.

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1/07/2012
8:01 PM

Extracted my wisdom tooth yesterday. It was a little more scary than when I extracted my 4 teeth to make my braces, because it was not fully out so the dentist need to cut the gum abit. x\

I think he drilled away the gum covering it and tried pulling out. eeks. And it hurt a little even though there was supposed to anesthesia.

I was surprised when I got back my tooth as a for keepsakes. It was broken into 4 pieces. o.O violent.. Well at least they covered my eyes during the operation... I think I would really freak out if I could see what was going on.

Now can't eat anything except soft food, so had porridge for lunch and dinner, together with soya bean milk. I'm still hungry but I feel too lazy to eat. 早く普通の食べ物が食べられようになりたい！

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