7/01/2008
3:52 pm
Usually make many excuses.
get irritated easily for some reasons
my mood was completely ruined yesterday. apparently it is not totally over yet.
it's not that i hate them or anything like that. but rather i find myself performing badly in my tasks, and i don't want to go back there again... T.T
I don't like it when I'm judge, compared and criticised. I hope to be left alone until I can figure out my own problems. Time isn't a very nice thing. Even after almost 18 years of just being me, I'm not too sure if I even know myself. sometimes i wish that i could go back in time or at least be given more time.
just accept it... It will not go away completely at least not for a long time, maybe 5 years, i guess. living with it will not be that hard but i'll definitely will not like it.
waiting by the river|`