1/17/2009
5:16 pm
It's kinda weird. I have the same kind of feeling as when I just started jc right now. Wanting to do new things and experience stuff. Maybe it's just the effect of totally casting aside past worries, burdens, problems.. It's a feeling that makes you think you can do it right this time, and things will go smoothly. But that's an illusion isn't it. whenever you try to accomplish something, especially something you have never tried before, you are bound to make an error somewhere. Things won't go exactly like you plan. Problems start to surface again.
I'll follow through this time.. otherwise I'll never move forward.
waiting by the river|`