6/19/2009
12:02 am
enjoying holidays now before school starts... people keep asking me don't i feel bored staying at home all day. Well... I do feel bored sometimes but i do find stuff to do. I rather not do anything than purposely finding something "meaningful" to do during this time. Because right now... is the only time when i can really free myself from all worries, not care about anything. After this 2 months I'm not sure whether I can get this luxury again. That's just me though... some people really cannot stand not doing anything. But for myself, I think it is kinda relaxing. I guess I'm just totally worn out after working for 3 months. I could say that I really pushed myself a lot while working, physically and mentally. And towards the end, I couldn't take it anymore. The urge to earn money and to save money just went off totally unlike how it started out initially. Now I'm totally lazy("lazy" doesn't sound too nice but I can't think of any other word to describe.. >.<), and not too particular in thrifting on the things i buy. I kinda have this mindset now that there really is not much importance in saving extensively since I'm not saving to buy anything. I hope everyone else is doing well...
waiting by the river|`