7/20/2009
7:13 pm
sometimes, I really do hope that by doing something or taking part in a certain activity, somehow or rather, I could change myself. But it doesn't happen if I don't push myself to eliminate my flaws.
Somehow, in every situation that come my way, i could never do it. Maybe for a short period, but then I revert back to my old self again. To be honest, I prefer to hang out with "strangers" like at camps and stuff like that, rather than people I meet often, like in classes(exception of a few close friends)
That aside...
Yes! I finally went jogging after procrastination of a few weeks. although it was only for 20 min and it was kinda triggered by the guilt of eating 3 red bean paste buns that my dad made yesterday. so nice to eat.... haha feel like making a cake or sth although it's so sinful.. I don't think 20 min of jogging can burn off the energy of eating 3 buns though... haiz.. why do I have to love bread? =/
waiting by the river|`