3/20/2011
1:07 am
I guess I lower my expectations to protect myself.
Unrealizable high expectations only crush one's morals. My values are to have an enjoyable life. Be thankful for all the good things that you already have. It isn't wrong to yearn for more and strive to achieve it, but don't dwell on bad things. If you have time to dwell and complain, do something about it.
hm... maybe I should strive for more. Somehow along the way, I gave up taking new challenges for the fear of failure. O well...
But one thing that I made me feel proud of myself is taking up SEP, and to a country where my language will not be that good. When I entered uni, I never thought I would want to go for SEP cuz I don't see a point in going to all the trouble when I don't really fancy travelling. Now, however, I think it is kinda exciting venturing into a foreign country and being independent. This is the first time in a long time that I decided to plunge into something that I'm not familiar with and probably will face many problems and obstacles. But I know I'll gain much from this experience(if I do make it) I really do hope that I get accepted. =)
waiting by the river|`