2/27/2012
2:40 am
Even though I am getting more and more bored everyday, I'm getting more lazy.
I don't feel like doing my part-time job anymore although the pay is good. My boss just keeps on giving me more and more things to do. They are actually simple but very tedious, boring and unmeaningful.
I shouldn't be complaining actually since the job conditions are actually very good. But I'm getting tired. =/
Yay, tomorrow's a free day. Except I will probably have to do a lot of listing updates for my job. :( Because it is a Monday and my boss just asked me to add a lot of new listings recently. I guess she is trying to make full use of me before I stop and leave for exchange.(And also cuz it's towards the end of the month.)
I'm just not motivated lately. don't feel like doing anything. Not that I have anything really productive to do besides studying Japanese. Somehow, I feel that my progress in the language is a little too slow for my liking, or that the N2 prep classes are too fast.(Wth? We have to memorise 300 new words every week)
I have to get back my motivation. My level of Japanese is definitely not strong enough yet. I have lots and lots of trouble trying to read websites in complete Japanese. I cannot watch Japanese shows without subtitles. And I can't listen and understand some words when others speak even though I have learnt them before. I have trouble expressing my thoughts in Japanese. I probably can get by in Japan but how will I survive school!! !!!
Ragh.. It's coming down to me now.. Hopefully what Jing Ning said was true, that some exchange students do come to KIT without a single bit of knowledge on Japanese.
I'll study hard tomorrow! N2 vocabulary no.1501-1600! and I should not be lazy and start preparing new example grammar sentences which I learnt. I said something very stupid in class. Suddenly the teacher fingers me to create an example sentence, so I tried to. Actually, you can read a sentence from the notes if you want to but I try to make one myself if I can. Usually, I create one on the spot without any preparation and this resulted me in making a sentence which translates to this "Since today's class is by Iwata Sensei(my teacher) who is very kind, we would probably have very little homework" It is so not true, but it was the only one I could think of in that split second I was given to react. After that she kept emphasising that she gives very little homework by quoting me. lol
Moral of story: prepare your homework.
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