2/12/2012
9:58 pm
I realised that I really dislike a Chinese-speaking environment. :/
Maybe
it is just that I want to run away from something I'm bad at. It is
really vexing to struggle to speak the language when I have to, and have
people stare at me with the "Shouldn't you be good at it since it is
your mother tongue?" look.
Bleh...
Since
Chinese is my roots, I feel a bit guilty for not trying to improve
it...but.. it really takes a lot of time to improve in a language. I'm
not really interested in Chinese and I have better things to do.
I hope that when I graduate, I will find a job that does not require me to converse in that language.
waiting by the river|`